Thank you for a sweet farewell

Over and over I hurt you….
I know I hurt you to deep this time….
Actually ,I hurt too….
You are the only my guardian in my heart
I still hear your voice call on me….
I still feel your kindness….
I still hear you breathing….
I still hear you laughing….
Even you laughing just because you see my photo…
Even you laughing just because I’m acting as an  idiot
But I think this is the best thing I can do for us….
For you and for me….
Do you know?
My heart hurt too….
More suffer….
I want to hold you,but I can’t….
I want to bring my self there….right beside you….but I can’t….
Because I’m not good enough for you….
I realize you deserve to get more….
More love you….
More care of you….
More good to you….
Someone can hold you,everytime you need…
Someone to kiss you when you need it to….
Someone to catch you,when you fall….
Someone to make you laugh ,when you angry….even when you trying to show your tears
Someone to take you around, when you feel boring….
Someone to protect you….
And this ‘SOMEONE ‘ is not me….
Please don’t ask if I cry…
Because you know I can’t cry in the front of you
Please don’t ask if when the night comes,I felt lonely…
Someday you will understand why I do this to us….
And someday you will remember….
Somebody very….very….stupid who leave you
Somebody very….very….stupid who leave you and choose to make you mine
,but just in  dream….in memory….
Because in this somebody’s world, there’s so many things….
Not just love….
And that ‘somebody’ is me…
We just are not familiar with our situation now….
I know you hate me….
But it’s OK….
Hate me please…
Because I hate my self too…
But it’s OK…
Because you deserve more….more….and More….than me….
And I know there’s someone out there who love you more than me…..
All I must do just leave….
And let someone come in to your heart….
If you want ,I always  can help you when you need…
If you want me to do everything u want
God Bless You